words
bosque
quackenbush
fulgor sandia
Mandalay
mandingo
otolaryngology
falange falangista
acontecer
acontizar
almendres
zonk fluir
root
echo
Comstock Angelika
chelated choasm
Cumberland
pelargonium
oxygen
amulet
endodontristy
Teresa de Avila
circles of change
camassia
shrimp
right on Frisco
candy shop
Caucasus plum
Breedlove
Fortenberry slip
Thymus serpyllum
Nassella tenuissima
campesino
alyssum chrysum
en torno fugazi
juliesse
achaia axaia
nemea
stasi
florin
Parthenon
Atheneum
celadon
corm
Itasca
Agiorgitiko Clauss
appellative
palliative
catapult
flamingos
volcanos
teem
doors
instrumentos
Euterpe
Hesiod
Ay, Ruben!
Compay!
Ibrahim! ...
silbando
rosa
hummingbird
eglantine
tinge
chac mool
ecclesiastes
pleiades
Elliot Jakes
Okeeshobee
Algonquin
luma apiculata
baboon flower
babiana stricta
precise axes
anaconda
Beyoglu
catalpa
opossum
mimosa
calyx
Antwerp
Sungpang Ting
lysimachia clethroides
Gooseneck Loosestrife
helichrysum petiolata
Kniphofia
Allatoona
Ailsa Craig
petaluma
paniculata
pyrography
Lourdes
sweet cavalry
of dogs
shell game
Barcelona
Terpsichore
Tarzan
strontium
-ish
provisions
Eubanks
Dexter, Missouri
Super Seal
machinery
Lindsley
Peabody Elm
E-Z, A to Z
Loomis Fargo
Pinatubo
oak
timbers
Agamemnon
undersea
Archipelago
antelope
pilsnergeist
trepunto
tricorn
triptych
penumbra
Paradise
Construction
Meadows
Excavating
dump trucks
russian sage
perovskia
Persephone
spelunking
complexture
skyplex
mechanima
velocity
Volusia
evolution
techtonics
monstercam
Wiesbaden
leprechaun
Domenchina
Octavio
asustar
is ist
anise
equinox
boy's club
Hippodrome
gentle curve
sweet spot
merge
grapes ice
soda
skinkly
hyacinth
Sarabande
Leicester
Worcester
scrunge
Easter
oester
oeuvre
oeuf
ovate
ovoid
rhomboid
rhombium
rhombus
aun
aunque
as light
as flight
Texnor Apex
street sweeper
calibration
Ellis Watson
Terry McElyea
Old Fort Parkway
West 96
carousel
sycamore
infinity
a shadow
bruises the light
tango
splash
bronco
gingko
maidenhair fern
Astroland
Cyclone
Swansea
skyscraper
madrigal
Andromeda
astrolabe
Luna Park
slivovitz
Isle-sur-la-Sorgue
brioches
Alpilles
pink on pink
flannel
universal graffiti
invisible history
plane trees
nomenclature
Wurlitzer
Leslie
Hammond
Godwin
LaBrea
hollyhock
evergreen
magnolia
spruce
Cedars of Lebanon
chanticleer
willow
river's bend
engine's whine
sea land
Etnyre
Marion
Fruehaus
beret
cowboy hat
porkpie
tunesmith
Calvin
showered
by the sun
morning glories
on a fence
gross
tare
net
cube
God's art
rainbow shirt
Rudolph
Carolina Pacific
crest
median vista
rose paradox
parade
crump
outside the window
undulating darkness
corners of fields
midnight blue
metalcraft
ZT-Max
Yazoo Kees
kelly green
porn fodder
alcohol
adobe Lillian
cupola
gumball machine
Horizon Concrete
Walter Hill
juniper berries
mist
chickens
Holly Grove
Fall Creek Falls
medlar
russet
rust
crossroads
surefire
Seminole
timberline
caravan
panther
Immanuel
cornerstone
fireworks and groceries
crushed stone
Hurricane Creek
Fate Sanders
Captain Crumb
Vine Church
Vine Street
robot church
clearcut
Silver Hill
Coral Nymph
salvia
Cherry Lane
sea holly
de Jarnette
Sanbyrn
dragonfly
Tiger Swallowtail
cypress
condor
Warnaco
grasshopper
seven year locust
thirteen year cicada
Pedigo
Peter Pan
lavender origami
denim jumper
robin
Trinity
Elysium
Elysian Fields
green and green and green
1:04
1:11
1:22
1:37
sorghum
2:10
8:48
bellows
nebula
Prometheus
anda
pantomine
Alpine Pennygrass
salpicando
atardecer
porcelain
Pomerantz
DeMontrond
oasis
jojoba
Con Tiki
purpureum
mega fleet
frontier
Joplin
Austin Calhoun
Crete
blue heron
over Bell Road
prairie
Boscobel
a state of color
Eastland
kerchief
Hercules
seed pods
Mercury
pirico
pigeons circling
the square
arc
Pimlico
Walnut Street
Power Avenue
truckin'
2000
blinis
swift
numbers jump
tracks
traceries
swarm
Kennesaw
St. Rose
tandem
sunflower
rush
Emge
Cain
Grassmere
sniff
Mazak
halo
coliseum
Laertes
Linnaeus
lightning
Shelby
Lockeland Springs
Molloy
Almaville
odyssey
sierra
star
lumina
Sunitono
sharp
staple
531055
rodeo
Atticus
ochre train
volume
Kirby
inverse
inside out
Ayana
Maxon
Baxter
South 6th Street
Celosia
adrenaline tongue
arrow
always
Justus
blinker sinc
Venture Express
Purple Heart Highway
Local Honey For Sale
Conestoga
Visine
Homer Skelton
dew is blind seeping up
next to everything
like searching
a face for expression
cordilleras
pomade
Solentiname
crepuscular
langostino
torpor
Cyrillic
Corsair
chameleon ears
Macadam
salt lick
River Road
dovetail
Chinta Ria
rocker
spyglass
stowed
Tardis
savor
griffin
cloud ripples
painted oak
patchwork
quilt
Portia
Rachel
farmhouse
clapboard
just outside Chicago
on the verge
of a city
Granlibakken
hectares
unintended symmetry
rift
Sunday morning
pin-up girls
nose art
flyboys
sandcastles
chunk
currents
what is left
of forests
of wilds
innocent wilds
twin boats
gears
pillars
Goya
de Gaulle
resort
projects
reserve
preserve
water's edge
Babelisk
Brandeis
optical illusion
deciduous
clandestine
red light
industrial park
hydraulic
halogen
floating
Chapitre
Mallarme
back to my
own volition
wheel steering speed
chimera
12:12
12:15
12:19
Bechamel
applespice
Bathsheba
Beersheba
curious pen
fingertips
synapses
pinochle
ballet
Achilles
osage orange
maclura pomifera
Prerov
Troubky
Kromeritz
blacksmith's castle
the blue flower
in the dry moat
red fjords
Antarctica
the Russian front
envelope
lamplight
Jaipur
Malmedy
Detour
Bridge Avenue
log cabins
bees are sleeping
on blue mist
gem top
Burchett
323402
Mickey
cheekbones
Courtesy Cab
moxy
stratosphere
Buddy Reed
17-7702
sky blue truck
3508
stinger
longhorn
champagne
hot sauce
Monroe
Whiting
girth
berth
Bartow
53635
harbor
Wabash
Job
Othmar Klem
Waldron
Andres
41253
mirage
Avalon
Alsup Mills
Jennings Pond
Watertown
buzzards wheeling
raven
Alexandria
lost library
green mountains
corridor
Buttermilk Road
Praxair
disrupted Earth
Maersk
Triton
cheetah
climbing white hibiscus
locksmith
Alamo
sirens
Digby
summit
Fontaine
Sigma
lilac noon
he's become
the color
of the street
which is the Earth
and us
Mack
straits
wind
crumbles
lunar shift
barefoot time
modules
marbles
Music Shop
Elliston Place
Ellington Parkway
Lispector
violins
football
226263
cattleya
arctotis
gazania
Jevic
Transcraft
Lilly
Melton
298544
Monon
Tulsa
Oregon
piggyback
Lufkin
H1075
Galbreath
Pyles
Marshall Bruce
Finn
Loraine
Fatherland Street
Gartland
Ordway
Stratton
window box
Dusty Miller
Benjamin
Chapel
Vulcan
kelp fronds
Sally Ann
overalls
Durango
Collier
tugboat
Blackwood
exhaust
utility
Level-T
Dry Ridge, KY
Stansell
millennium
prime
avenger
Reitnouer
talon
Roadway
Athens Twine
hysterical
velodrome
intervale
exorcist
draws a crowd
Jeremiah
broken glass
Toko-Ri
Tyber
watch your feet
Exeter
sweet leaves
how i will miss them
Manchester
Blakemore
Mayflower
Inverness
Rocor
spider
dragon
tooth
car lot fringe
graft
grackles
spotless
Pelham
college town
Maple Street
they sit on their porches
when you wave at them
or nod your head
they wave back at you
or nod at 4-way stops
no, you first
no, you
Highland
Covad
clover
combar
compass
Drury
steep grade
K Line
Transus
Strick
Tip
Wagoneer
rosary
names of retirement homes
lipsticks
Sunnyvale
Sunset Square
yellow police tape
do not cross
jelly jam
neon
school bus
Andalusia
alberca
century
Knapheide
bars
Entering 440
Saturn
V twin V 6
Loblolly Pine
Wedgewood
Edgehill
clearance
broderbund
broderbund
fog
speet
largo
lamb's ear
stachys
Magellan
lingonberry
internal airport
calliope
cathedral
catedral
consolidated
Fulmer
bobcat
lemons
milk
angels
Maverick
Navarone
Don Pablo's interminable
whispering
thank God someone's
home
Tompkins
watchdog
Bedford
Ready Mix
Lumpkin
Coweta
streamline
fine line
thin line
bee line
Aerostar
Palisades
jig
Sahara
nightly, desert
chariot
Exco
nocturnal
moth
tocar
cattail
rudbeckia
glissande
glissade
artemisia
162,000 leaves each
petiole
Maple Leaf Rag
reassurance
fortified
gladiola
paradigm shift
hydroponic
solar
apogee
ajuga
datura
shell ginger
alpinia zerumbet
baby's breath
gypsophilia
helianthus
crinum
rosemary
broom
Fuji
Dracaena
balsam
balsa wood
rubber band airplane
born of necessity
mother of invention
les introuvables
cotyledon
puppy dog tails
calumbret
mock orange
Muscogee
listening post
marble steps
worn away by feet
memorize the smell
of the room
vanilla bean
eutrapely
photovoltaic
philology
phenomen
phosphorescence
river rocks
sea glass
zoning apple
Ratliff
babalu
balalaika
Wartrace
Bell Buckle
BOC Gases
foothills
Monteagle
Ruby Falls
Grundy
yellow fields
runaway truck ramp
next left
earthen dam
button box
the button lady
Jasper
Kimball
Fryar
panoply
Pleistocene
Sewanee
H.O. Wolding
Schilli
Claxton
spot on
the limit
pink courthouse
he holds his head
in his hand
at the red light
velvet seven
Van Eerden
schlema
Winfield
falcon
Corsica
McQuiddy
he stands
on the footbridge
watches the train
with brown suspenders
worn brown clothes
and black cap
banana Carmengia
circle moving long
they haven't torn it
down yet
gotta go there soon
14308
Summerhill
winnow
Truman Jones
Patterson Hill
Pheasant Creek
Simmons Bluff
Mulberry Lane
Whippoorwhill Road
wildflowers
gravel
Spring Z
peregrine
Exit 64
Mile 242
Four Winds
the trees are filling
with light
colors of apples
Macintosh
idyllic
Cordell Hull
Buffalo Valley
Center Hill
Maola
hold
Gracie T
Bledsoe Creek
Leanna
Holloway
McKissack
Woodfin
basil
gravity
brota
Ozark
909
rev
reve
synchronized wings
ventana
Kuuipo
Saia
Blue Bird
Binkley
any 800
voltage
Sequoyah
viscous
cougar
puma
Kissimmee
St. Cloud
Lanter
Graebel
craekel
Oxmoor
Larue
cotton
caterpillar
26002
York
Walton
ballyhoo
Sun Lynn
Alachia
viper
Clayton
pro
Bax Global
Druid
Mustang
Arrigo
Lasco
javelin
corylys arrillana
walking stick
cardoon
buzz cut
byzantina
Houttynia
solanum crispum
astrantia
euphorbia dulcis
chiffonade
gazania
sylph
velfa
costume break
masks
entuidel
Laredo
cestrum
stoechas
musa basjoo
windmill palm
parasol tree
Phyllostachys
Pteracantha
Actnistis
angel trumpets
fountain grass
cinerea
japonica
mondo grass
cynara
needle grass
phormium
eucalyptus
iris
verbascum
nicotania
Tyee
spiranthus cernura
unseen clarinetist
playfully
going over scales
and finding jazz
like in Salamanca
the notes from the pianist
practicing, practicing
floating down sandstone
alleys
Heitor Villalobos
la Selva
Fripp
1616 words
the indescribables
wind in the trees
waves on the sand
clouds
snow
stars, again
he likes Krispy Kreme
on Ponce de Leon
at 2:00 a.m. and a
white Christmas
fear of the forest
fear of Nature
fear of beast
fear of the subsconscious
the night, the unknown
fear of dreams
keep us from being
synesthesia
Aisling
Tiree
obstacle course
shedding
moulting
cormerou
parapluie
pleurit
pouvait
plus
hot fish
choo choo
clock face
bocci ball
acorn
twin
Duo Tang
Bolteco
Hanjin
14880
"Lucky" Luecke
D53266
semi
Wil-Ro
Moffett
Nacarato
Boomer
Live 57
Ann 392
Y-40800
and release
riding the tractor
fast on Memorial
his hair blown back
in the wind
how sealed off
we are
in our cars
sirens again
salsa
coit
tropicale
58290
invoke
Sunco
Elsie Kees
Monticello
fledgling
names of
apartment complexes
DAY 125
Sundowner
Swifty
Lokey
Komatsu
sepals
Impala
soft seconds
listening to the clock
Figueroa
iconoclast
chasson
chalk
salt
echeverria
agapanthus
yucca
lilium
phlox
aquifer
griseum
gumii
radiata aloe
acacia
agave
cordala
pagus sylvatica
sempervirens
yew
fuschia
Lady's Eardrops
pippen
cordyline
corydalis
Polly Thicket
arabesque
fortaleza
Taliesen
Ebenezer
enfolded
Sunshine Hotel
Lady's Mantle
forsythia
Fiat Lux
symbiotic
Ledford Mills
Gwynn
the sound muddies
my soul
split second
Pohl
kohl
Ingersoll-Rand
Lisk
Polar
Alley-Cassetty
1941076
ESP
67802
revoke
diesel
Foster
X-21054
Foxcraft
GMC
E-16427
emergency
Sephia
Diamante
Tombstone
Hitachi
Elf
Exit 6
velocity
coyote
Saalfeld
5:55
7:07
7:11
1:01
Wimsatt
Palmetto
caliber
stucco
Dugan
the driver of the
teal Mack truck
holds a salute
after nearly hitting
my sitting car
the triangle of his arm
the shades over his eyes
plain of his bluffing face
aggregate
Duron
Coggins
Setliff
October flown
Zephyrine Drouhin
Osage
Oceola
ocelot
rivets
Laredo
linoleum
Sunbelt
19113
235092
Landstar
Terex
Altec
ichtheus
impromptu birdbath
black helicopter
crescent moon
St. Lucie
515-4198
riddle
signature
international
blaze
Dynogear
the flower truck
cheerfully backed up
to the meat processing plant
dock
arbor
8010138
OM-2472
pulse
Ormsby
grid
Shuquala
$106.06
Sevanandah
ham biscuits in
Betty's Kitchen
grace of the
fallen form
overlay
double exposure
Bilbro
Bergamot
Vetiver
Lavande
Phytolacca
Aspidistra
Oleander
Olla Lacchino
Olivastro Olivetti
10:26 a.m.
bronze beat
brogatinero
cypressus
pyramidalis
Taleggio
goldenseal
passion vine
Ananalai
Napoleon
Anjou
gacela
coignetiae
primrose path
Silk Road
godfruit
seaweed
pristine
ginseng
alivio
kindling
gingham
shell
1483
33
printing press
quill
De Soto
arrancar
juju
thirties
forties
stop there a while
look around
something is floating
in the music
in whorls of dust
pieds
larkspur
Mars
red piano
egg toss
reef
orejas suaves
abeja
the unknown
universe
just is
feeling our way
in the dark
we've made mythologies
help us sleep at night
popover turnover strudel
Papaver
poivre
verbascum chiaxi
phoenicium
persifola
alba
Black-eyed Susans
columbine
columbine
Cahalsa
Vachter
Hamburg Sud
Brisbane cheer
Wehby
Hermitage Explosives
Parth
Stoughton
Winchester
visibility
get above the clouds
contour
16181
Mad Jack
Sue J1
Eva C483
category wind
bicycle impetus
shadow where
the icebox was
YEM
Trism
stilts
Kansas City
Culver
Irby
force
Besl
web
AmTran
Corsica
paradox soul
Apartment 22
diagonal
tangent
arc cos sin
zero down
Colt
we need the rain
they're walking in it
hand in hand
across the highway
with their plastic bags
Z-98658
strike
asterisk
Rosedale
Tennessee Vacuum
hoist and crane
level
Cosco Shanghai
TSXZ
561822
Industrial Valve
Pasco T
Canter
Banner
Charlotte
Freedom
rubble
QMB
whistle
Ohse
Topeka
where the Polk Hotel
used to be
the bank
wanted the land
100 year old
ceiling fan
Tundra
Hydro Circuit
Apria
nugget
Reinke
Cosmos
Ambrose
Caruso Ciresi
would-be butterflies
leaves fly over cars
enlace desenlace viaje
salvaje
lace quadrant
longitude
mouth full of
marshmallows
Extremadura
garotte
gavotte
galois
vertiginous Entwhistle
lost songs play on
lost poems are read
somehow
vanilla ground
graphite wisp
morphic
seismic Gallipoli
Boise Cascade
Siskin Steel
Maldonado
means his name is
damned from the start
Trailstar
753122
52902
Sonoma misnomer
hombre
Tiphook
palladium
caladium
colocasia
Uyekawa
cousa
crataegus
loebneri
Amelanchier
Chionanthus
Styrax
Oxydendrum
aloysia triphylla
lemon verbena
alatamaha
Ela
ulu
160
rhythm of days
porphyry
psoisaed
soie
gaiture
my hands will be yellow
with pollen
i dream in winter
soie du nuit
saelle
paella
criatura
chiapura
wind tunnel
impossible dahlia
Carbondale
fissure
Roxy veranda
millefleurs
millitude
verisimilitude
isolde
iseule
iseulde
iseunt
Platform B
organize yourselves
milletemps
Printemps
Gagnon
fragile serif
million sea
elephant ears
Box Populi
Shrebing
wildbird crossing
Polk's Folly
Pyrrhic
teucrium
polyanthes tuberosa
brugmansia suaveolens
daphne laureola
transistence seared
Visigoth stampede
he's smiling in that one
with Mardi Gras beads
red hankerchief flag
put it up on the refrigerator
remind him that he can
ritmo Kinshasa
perlite circumference
the birds soothe my eyes
flying
Flowers Unlimited
that would be nice
they're plastic and fabric
styrene, still
it's the thought
that counts
Seychelles
she was standing in
front of the drug store
in the middle of the road
just standing with her hood on
her head completely hidden
three foot teddy bear
in her arms
not moving, princess patents
sleeping bag, camouflage
not moving
when i came out
the police were there
but she was gone
scratching their heads
maybe somebody picked her up
maybe she was hiding
behind the building
next day, waiting, waiting
for my turn by the
meat processing plant
it's my turn and one
quick look right
and the bear and her
face right there
also waiting her turn
black straight hair
round eyes and fifties
face of a child
secure and bright
different clothes
today walking down
Gallatin
a floral dress
the hooded coat
and the bear hugged close
light steps
i'm glad she has it
on the way home
Hananu
Nicola
perdu
ziziphus jujuba
electric skritch it
crunchy
glass blossoms
syphon
dynamite swig
pyrogee
azimuth
juju juju
brings colors
and African dust
Anne Arundel
Fort Worth
chaparral
Cheyenne
charmel
pterydactyl
Treblinka
triage
Massey Insulation
allegro
tormerous
mercerized
sarsparilla
Neeley Coble
an accent i recognize
mush this side of
Carolina
not quite Savannah
ghost in exile
i get lost in the moss
ghost in my ears
Aarpin
metaphysical lunch
i eat the sound
arrythmia
ibis
Green Power Switch
Catoosa
Whitfield
names of RV's
Conquest by Gulf Stream
heron over I-24
gentles, gentles
Phantom 77
Permanent Nebraska
that color and the wind
through it
takes me back
almost October
rewind
gold white-tipped cat
makes it across
Baird Lane
behind me as they
turned
slow gold taxi turns
it's a small town
Chestnut Street
silver stars
outside discovery
after the blue car
Rebel #78
Christ the Lord
on the square
acappella carolers
for he's a
jolly good fellow
carriage rides
the horses taking a break
stamp
chocolate and cream
arched neck
Santa Claus
leads a pack
of bikers
around the square
strap of jingle bells
on Santa's bike
tiny black cat in the
window of the Web
Service store
horse nuzzle
shocking red ribbons
clipped evergreens
Imagine, somber hope
Jack's Glass Shop
Howse Small Engine
metal sign creaking
in the wind like an
old tomcat
i turned to find its
eyes in the shadows
angle of the sign
in the wind
the sound again
it's appropriately cold
cappucino
parallel universe
conscious unconscious
tsou
bless you
too fragile
to move
Aleutian
sugar field
sugarbread house
Roma
Hackney
Ape 034
383 Fiesta
molten aluminum
flammable dangerous
i like the angles
rusted fixtures
old paint peeling
silvered wood
Ecurie
Florens
Eljer
catfish truck
umbel
umbra
what is my
natural habitat?
a little Dylan
in the morning
do you good
keep that fighter alive
next to the plastic Easter lilies
a new plastic Christmas wreath
by the white wooden cross
side of the highway
Thermacube
U6152
December seventh is a
horrible day to be evicted
not that there's a good day for it
they're standing in the cold
with their coats and hats on
Shelby with all of their stuff
inside out on the street
all four of them expressionless
waiting there
like something's going to
change
platinum jewelry commercial
on the radio just then
art deco, exquisite, brilliant
skateboarding prohibited
library square
midair
rusted horse
fiberglass
sylvan
Ave 203
striped wren
on Japanese Maple
red male cardinal
on Dogwood
both bright-eyed, quick
plumped out
in the cold
made for it
on the front porch of the
day care, where in the summer
i see toddlers stumbling about
jumbo pink plastic bubble mix
gotta be prepared
bottische
boit
bois
Pentagon City
Magnetic Island
the mall
the Mall
it's a mall
flora and fauna
percent of
wilderness
left
and ticking
took the plastic
Easter lilies away
dwarf plastic
poinsettias instead
oenothera caespitosa
zaluzianskya ovata
angraecum sesquipedale
ipomoea alba
epiphyllum oxypetalum
Valerian
corollary
D'etre-us
Pontotoc
patterns
systems
models
supermodels
superman
everyman
origens
civilization
civilization
who defines you?
coral
reef
rains monsoons
on the roof
Devon curves green
Beau Geste
curcuma elata
pink girls born
to a dark house
Grannis, Whisenant
WR-1 Rose
Oneonta
Eve 304
raw edge of will
spirit of each day
1806 Palex
Malone Crist
Total Logistic Control
some reasonable
facsimile
tachometer
woodsmoke in the air
mushroom trees
reaching to the sun
all year
a slow dance
upward and out
some twisting
some straight
Tiburon
steeple
rusted iron star
terra cotta tile
Snow and Wall
KreilKamp
Abell
Kelson
Schugel
Fry-Wagner
Madeira flood
walking wounded
Zum 4364
Menasha 60666
Qualex
traffic lights breathe
on the wire
Vitara
Effingham
Aztar
fortune
thrush
DynaMax
tufted
Chyisi Liminghi
Hygrochilus parishii
Orchid #44
mossiae
Amy Jackson
begun ©7/29/00
(the experiment was a dialogue between the words themselves -- there is random alliteration, sometimes contrast, sometimes complement -- in terms of what they are talking about ... what they are naming, examples of how we have named/described the world?
these are words that are either heard, thought or found and in some sense they are responding to each other -- then there is my voice, mostly talking about people and Nature, responding to what i see happening randomly -- a dialogue with my blind man's version of the elephant --
-- are we able to name Nature? -- what about the renaming of things as our understanding of them changes? there are levels of experience which have been described in Sanskrit, but that is their definition and it's probably been translated secondhand -- the limits of language -- what levels of experience does our culture describe? -- how does a culture describe life? both pointedly and randomly, consciously and subconsciously)